I have fallen head over heels for Pauline. I have been learning sign language so we can better communicate. She has been a great help and very patient. The loveseat we are on was our first purchase together. I have a table, coffee table, and possibly a dinner table. I love this woman. I want to make her beyond happy. I have been on anti-depressants for almost two years. Pauline is my best anti-depressant. She is funny, she is loving, and she teases me as much as I do her. We spent the last week together and I love the area she is in. I am hoping that our love will grow stronger and we can overcome any difficulties. I think we can, I believe we can. It is so good to feel loved again. We text each other often during the day. She has captured my heart and soul.

They say when you are going through a storm, keep going, I have learned that this is true. I almost gave up a few times but fortunately, I didn’t. I am hoping that our love will continue to grow. I was fortunate to spend my vacation with her. It was an amazing time. I introduced her to the local bbq place and she loved it. I hope to move there soon. I have to check if there is an out for my lease otherwise I am stuck until February. It was great to see they had a Cracker Barrel and we went for breakfast one day. I found many familiar places.

Never give up or give in. Sometimes it feels like you are in the middle of a deluge, but keep moving forward. Keep believing in yourself. Push on and through. At one point, I wanted to end my life. If I had, I would not have met Pauline.

Keep the faith! My heart to your heart, one heart, one spirit.

Lady Emma Morgaine Croft