Author Archives: Emma Morgaine Croft

About Emma Morgaine Croft

I have been called many things on my journey, Professor, White Wolf, Rainbow Warrior and Spirit Walker. I had a blog on blogger.com for a number of years. I think the last post was when Papa passed back in 2012. I had also written for World Wide Hippies online mag for a year or so and even won a Golden Note for online writing. I got burned out writing and decided to stop for a bit. The only writing I did was comments on things I shared on Facebook. Unfortunately, that often got into a lot of angry and ugly talk. I try to maintain my cool, but there are just some unreasonable people out there. I found it emotionally and spiritually draining. I saw my niece's blog on here and thought that maybe it was time to resurrect Thoughts On A Cloudy Day. These are my thoughts and meanderings. You can accept them or walk away. I hope that in some way, these thoughts can spark other thoughts and sharing by people around the world. My dream is to make the world a better place for all people. My heart to your heart, one hear, one spirit.

Pushing Forward.

Sometimes it just feels like you are just slogging along. Things turned south for me at the end of last year when the company I worked for twenty years, let me go. I have been trying to get along since. … Continue reading

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Easter Past

I remember at the farm I would make a whole leg of lamb. I did all kinds of hors devours. I would make my deviled eggs, three types of wings, just as a precursor. I would have wine and various … Continue reading

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Spiraling down

My life just seems to get worse. My one saving grace is my love for Pauline. Granted there is a lot of issues with our relationship with Pauline. It can be difficult at times due to her being deaf, but … Continue reading

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Loss of a Foodie

Those who have followed my blogs note that I started life as a Chef. If you can count receiving the Rotarian Award for Outstanding Food Service, then an award winning chef. Unfortunately, things have changed a lot since last year. … Continue reading

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Struggling

I have really been struggling. It is like one complication after another. My new girlfriend is at hospital right now. She has been dealing with pain and discomfort. It sucks. I try to be supportive, but not sure what I … Continue reading

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C-C-Changes….

I was diagnosed with Asperger’s years ago. It is now called Autism Spectrum Disorder. One of the things that is upsetting to someone who was diagnosed with Asperger’s is change. One thing that I am in abundance of is change … Continue reading

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Missing In Action

Apologies to my followers, I haven’t posted in quite a while. I have been focused on my move to New Hampshire and learning sign language. I almost have the alphabet down but still struggle with a lot of it. Pauline … Continue reading

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Changes Can Be Tough

A few years ago I was diagnosed with Asperger’s. While it opened my eyes to what I have been dealing with all my life. For those who don’t know Asperger’s, it is what is called high functioning autism. One of … Continue reading

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Staying in the Positive Flow

Pauline and I have really hit it off. I plan on moving there soon. I spent a week with her and we took a walk out on the railway trail. This is a trail that they paved to make it … Continue reading

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Floating on a Cloud

I have fallen head over heels for Pauline. I have been learning sign language so we can better communicate. She has been a great help and very patient. The loveseat we are on was our first purchase together. I have … Continue reading

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